Every experience you are getting is coming from a place of attracting people in your lives to fit the mold of certain lessons. I didn't always know this. I understood it intellectually, but I had to learn by experiencing while being consciously aware. Lesson memory is like muscle memory. It's not something that has to be figured out in the brain as much as it's something that your heart learns and remembers. 

You attract people in your life to fulfill lessons. 

Being consciously aware of it is how you level up. You wouldn't want to keep repeating the same lessons over and over again would you? Many of us do exactly that. Until we wake up. But it's not a one-and-done awakening. It's a process of getting to your core, layer by freaking layer. 

One of the gifts I found was that being a "nice guy" was exactly what I needed to get some very powerful lessons. And no, being an asshole was not the answer. Empowering myself to become consciously aware was. I am giving. But I didn't know how to receive, and I didn't know that I didn't know that. I was unconsciously unaware. The secret ingredient was that I learned to receive. That changed how I attract. At first it was others not willing to receive. That's why women fall for the "wrong" man. They just have a limit to what you can give them. And that's the same as your own capacity to receive. 

You will change who you attract in life when you become consciously aware. 

I can see it in the souls of the people around me, so many are learning to be open to receiving. They're writing down lists of what they want to manifest and loving themselves up! But it's not always a happy ending (until it is). You are going to continue to attract based on the next lesson every time you level up.

I cracked a fear of abandonment. I used to push people away because of this fear. I didn't even know I was doing it. So just imagine how powerful it was for me to realize this and overcome it! Whatever it is that holds you back you can overcome. This is natural law. 

Part of the process is simply realizing what you're attracting. 

This gives you insight in yourself, your actions, and your beliefs that attract this. I pushed people away. So guess what energy I've attracted? Yes, you are becoming consciously aware! The truth is, people come to me to feel better about themselves, then push me away. The other truth is that I love doing it anyway. I love empowering them without attachment to the outcome.

I'd like to call myself a conscious man. I know I am the exact qualities that women desire. But really, there's no such thing. There's no enlightenment. There's no endpoint. It's a journey of becoming consciously aware. Maybe that's what others think being conscious means, I don't know. I do know that we each have our own journey. And there is a silver lining--

Knowing that you're becoming conscious is all you need to BE conscious! 

Going somewhere but don't know where? Perfect! Just know that every step you take on your path is leading you there. And wherever that is will be perfect for you. This is your enlightenment--knowing that on your journey, everything that you want to know right now IS already known by you on some point of your path. It's not going to come all at once. It's coming to you piece by piece based on how you're putting your puzzle pieces together. 

And you ARE supported on this path. We are with you always, creating space for you to walk your walk. At any time you need, all you have to do is call our presence forth to guide you and protect you. Stay grounded in your path with your head held high and your heart leading the way. Trust the process and be open to receiving even more love as you unravel the layers, shedding the old energy and releasing the new you unto this universe every single brand new moment. 

Thank you. It is done. It is done. It is done. 

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